Saturday 15th September 2012

For the first time in over a decade, I decided to try my luck with the lottery. Deciding on which numbers to choose was a task and a half but I finally decided on:
1 (my birthday)
8 (my origins lucky number)
12 (my favorite time of yr…
25 …xmas)
38 (another favourite of mine are shoes so this is my shoe size)
48 (and finally, my year of birth with digits reversed)
I thought it only right that the numbers should hold sentimental values behind them.

So, they were my numbers and todays numbers were….
….my ticket did not even match a single number. Well, what can i say…roll on wednesdays lotto! >_<

Friday 14th September 2012

Various kinds of nightmares have been haunting me in my sleep lately. I hope to not have another tonight. In my dreams is the only place I do not have to face reality and the pain that comes along with it. Please bless me with sweet peaceful sleeps.

Animal Cruelty: help injured animals

For the first time I found it necessary to inform someone of an event I witnessed involving cruelty to animals. I was on my cigarette break out the back at work when I heard a light rustling from the bins. It was a cute little grey squirrel with the most beautiful fluffy tail. The poor soul was searching for food and I guess he had satisfied his hunger as after a while he leapt from the bins and scurried off when all of a sudden a car which was clearly driving too fast for a public area had just put an end to the poor squirrels life. The driver did not feel the need to slow down or to even stop. I was completely shocked as it was right in his path and if he were to claim to have not seen the squirrel, then he should not have been behind the wheel. After being tossed around the front wheel of the car, the squirrel was still twitching helplessly on the concrete ground. I struggled for a while to think of what to do. After a few attempts trying to get hold of the RSPCA, I finally found a valid contact number. Unfortunately, by the time I had managed to get through to someone it was too late, the poor thing had passed away and there was nothing that could be done. God bless his soul.

So, my plea is this, if you come across an injured animal please help them by contacting the RSPCA on 0300 1234 999. You could save their life.

Thursday 13th September 2012

Am I paying for my sins?

After everything that you have put me through, why do I still think of you. You should mean nothing to me, but the truth is….I’m still in love with you. I think about you every single day.

Wednesday 12th September 2012

If there is a god, why has he let me suffer so much heartache…?

I should learn to smile more or atleast learn to keep my emotions in check but I get so easily irritated. How I wish I had more patience, after all, what is it that people say… “patience is a virtue”.

On a brighter note, there was a highlight of today and that was actually these yummy Belgian white chocolate coated strawberries. Gorgeous they were. Thank you boss ^^

Also, well done Amy on passing your driving test. Congratulations ^^

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